Anxiety And Intuition

Simplicity, it is that we avoid.

We have a propensity to make a simple thing into a web of complexity.


Because this madhouse we call humanity has weaved a humongous maze of confusion. We are all fueled by this. Challenged by it. The world with all its devices of promise and allurement, glory, throws down the gauntlet in defiance to our youth. Bringing about great madness. Poor kids, they don’t stand a chance, because winning and losing are but two sides of the same coin. And they don’t get it.

Our children have it tough in this existence. Tough because we have woven a great ball of confusion and pain for them to come enter the arena, and immediately compete in. It is one great joust emceed by Criticism and Perfection.

Can you imagine, remember from your own experience, how paralyzing this can be for a youth.

The poor youth we bring into this life are faced with the choice of taking part or be decried as “Sick”, emotionally handicapped, rebels, outcasts. We created this society we have.

Serial Killers, Sociopaths, low Affect individuals, Pedophiles, Pathologically conditioned individuals who have to turn to a life of crime, etc..

Duality has a great prominence in this.

It’s like this; Because we are a flawed creation, devoid of our original power source, we have had to procure our own inventive device for drive. Now this thing I speak about is not noted nor spoken about by the masses. Our power source is actually provided out of fear and death. These two are also two sides of the same coin. Again I caution that Duality plays a big role in this. The Configuration of all which this power source spawns is always made up of Dualities. Counterparts, always contradictory and opposite in makeup.
The big daddy, main player in all this heralded above, I call the “Void”. It is the Void because it is a place in the consciousness of the Soul which was intended to be filled by the Spirit of God.

Which Spirit we forfeited in Adam. We slept on it, as can be deduced by the account of the Biblical Fall.

Because of “Religion”, we tend to view such premises as I speak of as “Rehabilitory”. But this is the great mistake undertaken by humankind.
The loss and absence of the Spirit of God is not for the attribution of a Great Circus of Religion.
No, it’s very presence was intended for healing, to bring about wholeness, fulfilling the mission of bringing man back to his initial completion.

It is for this reason that we are made privy to another Duality; Intuition and Anxiety.

They both couple to comprise a great guide. A guide which we silence with addictive substance abuse.

Yet it is due to our flawed nature and the authenticity of the Biblical Account that we experience these two; Intuition and Anxiety.

It has been my experience with these two which have coasted me into a life of “Enlightenment”.

So to culminate this little talk; We experience at the incept “Consciousness”, self awareness, and prodded also by critique and perfection, a Anxiety floods us.

The reason for this anxiety is because our basic composition is intuited, so it is unavoidable that criticism and perfection would invoke our inherent flaw.

I could stay here and warn about this conflict which assails us humans, without pause. This is the main reason why I work on this blog.

Ciao for now and much love, sincerely; MAO

I can be reached at, and, and at face book as Miguel Angel Oquendo. (Mickey, of Huachuca City, Az.)

Or you can contact these folk; Rev. Bob Schembre (Missouri), or Ministerio APG  (My Brother, Pastor Angel L. Oquendo, Spanish and English, Florida) both on Face Book


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