To define behavior, the Y-2-4 (Why To For) of the actions, reactions of folk becomes essential that we may process logical conclusions. Set the groundwork for communications.
A young person at University, on a daily basis, joshing, joking with fellow inmates (yes inmates), believing in the dream of a good education equals a better job, better place (?) in life, society etc..
Loosening up when possible, wild parties, smoking weed, drinking, experimenting. Breaking the envelope, breaking the box. Breaking the parameters of the ideals of Guardians. Society’s constraints. It must be like this. It must be so for the majority.
A protest, a riot in the street.
Private property vandalized. Broken storefront windows, broken car windows, dented car bodies.
Kids all lined up outside a car window. The one talking to them egging them on; “Where is the peaceful protest?”.
Look closely, discern with me. What do you see from the representatives before us?
Fear, yes fear. Insecurity. Tested, yes they are testing themselves. But why?
Testing self against many things; The unknown, destiny, why am I here, who am I, what is this thing called life, frightened, really frightened. Will I live, or will I die?
Prodding the creature, the whatsis with a stick, will it squirt some blinding poison at them? Testing the foolish man challenging them from within the car.
Tomorrow will be a different time, different occupations, I will look back at this and have a story to tell, laugh, hahahah, laugh at this. What ever fates are in charge, surely they won’t take my offering seriously, won’t discard me, I will be here tomorrow (y/n?).
I want to feel alive; But why?
I never asked to be here, dictated to by the rules of Society as to what I should most preferably make of myself. I need a valve, a control valve, let off some pressure from these confining chains, restrictions, rules.
The Spectre of Perfection, looming, presiding over my will, demanding.
The pressure, school, home, succeed, fail…..
Disappoint who? Me? Them?
And so one becomes refuse, swept along by the stream, erosion from the banks of Life. But why? Why?
We intuit it. Intuit the truth. It is this intuition which insists that we pose, role play, and worse, yes worse, the ones who came before us have laid the groundwork for the Charade, the very stage scenery. Clothed we are with the substance of the Lie.
We intuit our Voided State. We intuit that something is amiss.
The game’s afoot Watson….
And so it is that we imagine the great Moriarty behind the scenes, a protagonist needs an antagonist. Purpose is what we hunger for, but why? Yes why?
We test our self because this is how we lodge a complaint.
Why me? Just like Cain. “This isn’t fair”, “This punishment is too hard to bare, unfair.” Am I my brother’s keeper?
Yes baby, yes you are. Adam’s forfeiting of that Life of God doomed all of us. We must step up to the plate. Acknowledge that we are in need of representation, for we don’t have what it will take to deliver us from “Appertainment”. Without the Life of God we are waste material. Nothingness, oblivion awaits, and it is the intuiting of this fact which sets the world stage, all the drama’s of redemption. Yuck.
How foolish we are, reduced to mediocrity pedant because the Void within must be mirrored.
Christ the Son of God died upon the Cross to pay the Life we owed God, the propitiation for the Sins of the world.
Don’t stop because your mind wants to relegate this to “religion”, discount what I have said reducing it to a fanatic talking about sin. I’m instead talking about mysteries, about Life. True Life. Step right up and test yourself where it counts, Come taste and see that the Lord is Good. Try it you’ll like it.
Don’t be a College debater, testing frivolities. No. The only chance you have to fit into the scheme of things is your personal experience with Jesus which is awaiting you. The Clock is ticking……..
Thanks for the visit, I can be reached at firstname.lastname@example.org or on Face Book as Miguel Angel Oquendo (“Mickey” of Huachuca City, Az.)
Also these very reliable men might be near your area; Reverend Angel L. Oquendo (my Brother) at MinisterioAPG (Pembroke Pines Florida) on face book (Spanish and English), or Reverend Bob Schembre on face book also (Missouri)