Understanding Self And The Void Within (part two)

I know in Chapter one you may have been overwhelmed or underwhelmed depending on your attention span but if you stick for the duration you will see how we have been for the most part misguided, and in the employ of a deception designed in life to make all of our efforts at achieving some kind of purpose of no avail. Plink, can you hear it drop in the bucket? Yes all of our pastimes, banners we pursue, and don’t fool yourself I am not saying that there is no remedy, uh, uh, no…..

There is a Balm in Gilead.

But for the moment, let us get serious and resume with finding the import of seeing the significance of “Self and the Void”, the innate Void and how it impacts us, our efforts at living.

Man is poised upon the edge of a precipice. Sitting upon a rotted log whose two ends suspend over a chasm. The innate Void is represented by these two analogies.

The veil we suspend between us and the innate Void is this illusion we call “life”. 

Let us begin in our analysis today with “Fear”.

Fear finds its fount in the Innate Void. Yes the source of all fear is the innate Void. Though we have learned through the wonderful innate faculty of association to define situations, objects, things etc. as eliciting fear, they themselves are not fear, they but elicit the feeling of fear. So then truly fear is produced by a innate thing. Innate configuration. Makeup.

This monstrosity within which connects with the external negatives is the Void within, the source of all fear. With out the innate Void we would not register fear at all. You can take this last statement to the bank.

We are a fallen creation. We lack that je ne sais quoi. Actually I do know what……

We were created with the Life of God, and then it had to leave us, due to our fickleness. And it was thus that the Void was born, the cavity, the emptiness which can engulf us at times, dictates, and wanting to dictate to us a melancholy, a warning, a piece of that appertainment which it signifies. Waste, oblivion, an eternity of separation from God. 

From whence do you imagine is resourced the creativity demonstrated by some of our literary people who create boogey men, space aliens, things sketched out of creative minds by the innate Void. Inspired in fact; for the purpose of expiation, keeping the Void docile and harmless, of none effect, at bay. Yes Fear, it begins with the Void innate.

A sad resounding theme which has wreaked havoc in this existence. Yes. Take a look around you, the state of the world, and look into your own heart while you are at it. That from which you are repelled, set in motion to, for the most part obscure with things which are meaningful to you as security. Staples of your ideologic existence.

Yes go out and count is what the Void dictates to the human Psyche. Go blow yourself up and you well be welcome by x number of virgins, do it in the name of Allah, you will increase in value. Who is preyed upon in such a situation described here above? Ones who fear losing their minds the most, desperate for Value because they have made a deep Void Connection. One fear surpasses the fear of another thing. It all boiled down to one thing; feeble indoctrination. Teach your children, if done wrong they fall by the wayside, become fodder for wrong fallacies.

There might await a proper home for the ones who teach kids these things. In Eternity, yes. 

Understand that the Void is supposed to work a good thing, and this is logical. For if understood it will lead some to God. What is His solution to our innate Void? His Life of Course. 

The world is overpopulated and thus improperly looked after, not enough correct instructors.

Those who understand have an awesome accountability. Please see your role. And yes do it with His filling, not with your preferences leading you, but with the filling of His Life, your abandonment of the Myth of Self. Because this myth was born out of fear. Out of fear of nothingness, just like the youth I described which could be fed hope, a lie to appease the Void, the fear within of requiring value. 

Listen now to the Biblical perspective. 

The Birth Place of Fear

Yes it was born first in the trauma Adam and Eve experienced with the absence of the Life of God when they had disobeyed God in the Garden of Eden. It was Fear which aided them in resorting to excuses. Upon discovery. The Void connects (is invoked) quickly to the questioning from Authority. They not only were discombobulate by God’s presence, but also by the Unknown which lay before them at the expulsion. Trauma the child of the Void was inherited by us. The unknown lay before them at the exit to the Garden of Eden. Understand that if we trace fear within the breast we find that that perverse thought, “it is the unknown we fear” winds up disclosing us to be in the act of being manipulated by the “Known”, IE the Void within, and in so doing we augment yet another excuse; We fear the unknown. But no, process this, it is the known we fear, for it the known innate Void which inspires us to create the ideology of a need to control things, matters, etc..

 When first we practice to deceive. Do you see it?

A maze within a maze within a maze. Wheels within wheels. 

We tremble within the presence of God. Guilt, true composition (the Void, our voided state) is disclosed. “Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.”

We shall resume in part three, next chapter. Thanks for your hard work. Below is part one if you would like more detail on what you have just read.


I can be reached at turbans713@yahoo.com, and
https://kingrat1397@gmail.com, and at face book as Miguel Angel Oquendo. (Mickey, of Huachuca City, Az.)

Or you can contact these folk; Rev. Bob Schembre (Missouri), or Ministerio APG  (My Brother, Pastor Angel L. Oquendo, Spanish and English, Florida) both on Face Book.


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