The Shy Individual (pt.13)

Welcome to pt.13 of this series. The parting shot.

This series was inspired by a kindly Soul, Selma. 18 yrs old. We met on a Facebook group page (Yes We Can Speak English). Algerian, Muslim.

Following the Series, you should know something about her. She waits for a boy to address her even if she is dying for him to do so.

Shy says; “I am shy.”

Yet there is more to this than being, tagged, profiled “Shy”.

It is a role perpetuated like a “Penance”. An act of worship. A lucky charm, a talisman to keep the Boogey Man at bay, distance him, it. But what we don’t know is that the Boogey Man is the Innate Void.

The Innate Void is what is known in Psychology as “The First Anxiety”, the elusive one which they haven’t found. The cause of all Anxiety. Karen Horney has said it; “No matter how we try we can never uncover The First Anxiety.”. Also known as The Basic Anxiety. It is the Void Innate, the source for all drive and the source for All Anxiety. 

No, Psychology is unable to recognize that the First Anxiety is a thing we bring to the table: The Innate Void. But why? Why are they unable to recognize the presence of the Innate Void? Answer: The Void itself prevents them from recognizing its presence.

This is the paralyzing, crippling or the springboard for world conquest.  Yes: A Duality.

Paralyzing or inspiriting is the Void in us. A Duality.

So many roadsigns in life. All we need is Discernment.

Poor Selma.

Indoctrination and guilt (human conscience as impacted by religion) have given her an excuse for limiting self and options. This is normal, and why? Due to the presence of the Void, we enter this Earthly Sphere with. We respond to it Dualistically.

The Void is intuited. Invoked or not it still, runs things. In fact…

This is why we project upon the screen of life preoccupations, tales, stories on the movie screens of “Overcoming”, triumphing over a fabricated villain, an obstacle, be it Political Correctness, etc., etc..

Sorry to inform ye, we are pawns.

Poor little Selma imagines her portrayal of the Good Girl who waits to be spoken to first though it is, winds up being an excuse to diminish anxiety, keep the Void’s voice down to a whisper, as indoctrination has equipped her conscience with these tools as a resource. 

Can Selma progress to a better-equipped individual? 

Yes, she can. And how?

The chains can be broken by the power of the will. It, the will’s usage and power, can take place subconsciously by reading material like this. A kindling, a deliverance from the unhealthy to the healthy will take place. And this is due to God’s creation of a wonderful thing: The Human Mind.

It Collates Subconsciously, and all in anticipation of that upcoming “Eureka” moment. 

Providing what?


The first requisite is one of faithfulness, IE Be there.

Show up. Read the material. The collating, relegating, the mind does all that. Believing in the material will take care of itself. The Mind is a powerful thing. 

Romans 12:1King James Version (KJV)

12 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

I am a Christian. All that I have been privy to has been accomplished by the love and Grace of God. I am able, perhaps to help some due to His Grace, His Mercy, His Love.

It is a process I have gone through. But I have had to place myself at His Disposal. “As you wish”, has been the route.

I wouldn’t know the things I have uncovered were it not for His preparation. His looking upon me as a vessel unto honor.

This is my Testimony (somewhat).

Selma has adopted the process of self-deprecation, self-effacement. A penance. 

An act of worship. Religiously due to indoctrination. However…

My relationship is with God (Direct) and not with “religion”, see…

Lovely Selma has to find her way to God, get pass the guilt of practicing “religion”.

God wants it to be so for all of us.

To stop thinking you can furnish, create a series of stepping stones which will prepare you, equip you for being in His Presence. Listen: The veil in the Temple was rent. The way was made accessible once upon the Cross the Vacuum was provided with that which can Fill it. His Life. 

Forget the misery of the indoctrination we have had to endure. Pressure. Jesus paid for it all upon the Cross of Calvary. We owe one thing only: Faith. Trust in His finished work upon the cross. Selma you don’t have to practice penance born of Guilt. 

You can breathe, Selma, beloved of God.

God love you (my departure, wish for you all), thanks for reading this series. Next, I intend to put up a post with all the URL’s appertaining to this series. Be on the lookout for it. Ma Salama ya habibi and ralas.

I can be reached at;, and, and at Facebook as Miguel Angel Oquendo. (Mickey, of Huachuca City, Az.)

Or you can contact these folk; Rev. Bob Schembre (Missouri), or Ministerio APG  (My Brother, Pastor Angel L. Oquendo, Spanish and English, Florida) both on Facebook.


14 thoughts on “The Shy Individual (pt.13)

  1. Excellently posted Miguel. We often talk about this here at home and how the more we search His word the more He shows Himself to us. Its not “I’ll believe when I see”, its “I see when I believe”. I have a friend that struggles with the Trinity and through our discussions it boils down to he doesn’t see because he doesn’t want to see and therefore will not see. You are so right with “I am a Christian. All that I have been privy to has been accomplished by the love and Grace of God. I am able, perhaps to help some due to His Grace, His Mercy, His Love.”.

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    1. Very good, I love that saying. Wow, sounds like you have been at it, busy showing the way. Let me add that if you find my material educational, of any value, I suggest you journal some thoughts and compare notes to see how it goes between you too as far as assimilation. IE if you guys feel you would profit from it if I am not making too much of myself.

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      1. We are busy absorbing and basking in His grace for sure. We sure do journal our journey which allows us to look back and see with so much more clarity His hand. It is so great because there will be times we see our entries merging in content. He shows Himself in such magnificent ways.

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      2. This is so true. Because by journaling a cleaning house project takes place. Weighing in the balances. The multitude will not recognize this because they are busy marking time with the stamp of the donkey following the proverbial Carrot, what e’er shape it takes, be a mad dash against the rocks, etc..

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  2. This series contained very profound interpretations of your experiences and observations. As I initially confessed that even I am a bit of a shy person well not to the point that it hinders my wishes; this series helped me too. The will power holds a lot of importance if one has to do something challenging.

    Your words can empower the will power of any individual (shy or not).

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    1. Thank you, dear Avid. That is actually my most desired wish. For I am aware of the overpowering opposition. And that is very insightful, your observations. I see I can count on you. You know, Avid, the Bible says that “Faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.” Which without question brings to our attention, the Will. The Holy Spirit talks to our Will is in the forefront of the battle talking and addressing our calculative properties. And thanks sincerely from my heart for the inspiration at the end.

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      1. Kindred Souls. Small but not so small blessings provided in our day. Of course, I trust you will put this into perspective and not misapprehend. Thanks again.


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