What you are about to read is a very powerful message to you about life. It originally consisted of about 1,600 words but I cut it into two posts for your convenience. The second part is already writ.
Also due to convenience, you will see it as Pt.2. So patiently await its publication for the rest of the impress this post carries. Do not go your own way without engaging in Pt.2.
The “Little Things”
Yes, they get done. Getting up in the morn, washing our face to loan a hand to wakefulness, to the Coffee, the tea. An assist. Brush the teeth. Rinse la boca (Spanish 101).
The things we do without (in some cases) much thought. Sorting through the wardrobe, picking out what to match for wear. Attempting to rotate so that we will know what will be put in the Laundry Bag. Smelly, stained, etc..
But there are things we do outside the confines of the home which we also sleep on that other folk find hard to do, even terrorizing. Paralyzing. Disabling. And even while in the home, preparing to venture out Self Deprecation might begin. A self-chastisement might take place where the mind turns against us. For some. Yeah, for some.
Yup, living is not the same for all of us. A sense of Self can be conjured for the mind. A harried self. The mind turning against us. When we add up the fact that even under therapy “…can take a horse to water but…” IE Something has to click. For the mind, a thing has to be put into perspective: Otherwise, the healing will not begin. A sequence has to take place in the mind of the individual while under that Therapy which will clear the device, the mind for acceptation of what is at work here in the mind. Clarity has to take place. Because…
A directive has been adopted by the mind which routed one’s life into this present chaos, this present status. What is even more puzzling is that this behavior pattern we have adopted, though frustrating to us, perplexing, is kept by us, by the mind because there exists a reward for the sub-conscience in the perpetuating of this behavior.
Whether it (behavior) is that of an individual who cannot hold down a job, is a substance abuser, undergoes a self-disablement when faced with specific situations impacting the Psyche or more…
When others place expectations upon you. When you place expectations upon you which causes you to feel the presence which elicits that “Doom Cloud”. You will fail, you must fail, so demands that prime directive within.
Yes, it is all a matter of programming. Do you feel me?
The sequence we are familiar with…
What we know is superficial. The visible outward familiar scenarios which elicit these responses, behaviors out from us.
That position of “provider”, of fallibility, of “Trust” even, a role entrusted which actually calls into play a trumpet call to self-destruct, to botch it all up.
To wrap the mind all around this. A vicious cycle which is a host to us, an old stalwart to us. A staple. As if we take it upon the stage of life and in front of the audience, a packed house as if in contrast we then unpack the valise and call into play our performance, whether it is to drink heavily, take addictive substances or just simply fall apart, disable emotionally and so affect the carrying out of simple everyday functions. A self-consciousness might take place.
Again, as stated before: the Psyche must make sense of all of this. It must put things into perspective because outside of it, our mind that is, no one else can aid us. Your mind is your best friend to bring about healing in this case.
The calculative process
Reason, the ability to reason can deliver you from this hell of living.
And like it or not: This is a God given gift, the ability to calculate, to process, to put things into perspective. Clarity. You don’t bathe in a pool to receive it. No, but you have to put all your ducks in a row, or rather see them all in a row.
Bring up your hunting gun and shoot, get to work, shoot.
Begin your deliverance, make use of Clarity. A compact has been struck up between you and this role you play out, perpetuate. You have struck up a compact: A Redemption Drama on a higher scale.
But here we must take a step back…and interpret that vile thing which lies within which governed this compact. For…it is the Innate Void which vestured the mind to compile this Redemption Drama. To be more specific: The Presence of the Innate Void as it impacts our Psyche resources specific reactions from us that we might quieten its significance. Its message must as elicited by a negative external occurrence in our life must be diminished in content for it was intuited by our Soul, our Being due to the external negative occurrence when transpiring alerts us to the presence of the Innate Void, our situation relative to the cosmos: We are fit for discard, waste material, is the Voidal Message, significance.
Don’t fail to be on the alert for part 2 of this post, please. Thanks for being here, much appreciated, sincerely yours: MAO
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